I have been single for 1 week and 3 days and I am just starting to except things and the way they are with my past relationship but to be honest as the days go by and if I dont think about it my days are happy and I feel fine. But if i talk about it or if I think about it. It is hard, I get sad and I'll tear. I just really dont know what happened with my whole life. I am actually getting better I am hanging out and actually enjoying my life and everything that it has to offer. I wish someone out there can give me the answer that is killing me. WHY? no one can answer that question I doubt if he can actually answer that question also. I bet he doesnt even know. To be honest if he comes back to me like 3 or 4 months later and he is like "oh this is why I did it" I dont want to hear it by then the answer will not matter. Whats done is done u can't take it back. I can't wait for the day for this person to be a faded memory. I just want to wake up and say ..... who. But it will take time I know when I find that right person he will just be a very well healed wound.
I guess him treating my mean and not talking to me really helped me get over him fast. I guess thats why he was being so mean to me. So he can get over me fast. I know I am a beautifull person and I have alot to offer. So its definitly good luck to him and I hope he is really happy with his decision. But I am a really nice person and if he ever came to me and spoke to me I would never throw him away. I love everyone and I will greet every person with open arms. I love people and I just wish everyone well. Damn I am venting so much but to be honest it helps out alot. Thanks for reading my post. SHOW SUM LOVE I know some of you have already thanks guys :) :)
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