Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Relationships never last

I was with my boyfriend for 3 years, well april 1st would have been our anniversary. But anyways we loved eachother sooo much we had our moments like every single relationship. 3 years it wias still the same thing nothing change he excepted me for me and i also excepted him for him. recently i needed a car because my car was very unreliable i had alot of problems with is so i told him i am going to buy a new car he was really happy for me. he also was in the process of buying a new car. so March 21st comes and i buy the car. he was like ohhh baby i am really happy for you and then the next min he tells me he needs space. i though ok he needs it for one day cause then he was like tommorrow we can go to dinner and talk about things. and then the next day comes and he is like Oh i need my space i cant see u so he just wants to break up with me just like that after 3 years. I DONT KNOW WHY THOUGH.. and we work together so i see him all the time. but we didnt meet at work. So i try to contact him he regets me he doesnt want anything to do with me why though you would think i cheated on him and thats why he is treating me like shit but i didnt. i text him and ask him are you ever going to talk to me he goes maybe but right now i need my space and i need to do me and then i was like so whats that mean your going to see other ppl he was like YEA MAYBE... its like he doesnt even care about me..
HOW CAN SOMEONE WHO IS SUPPOSEED TO LOVE YOU SAY THAT TO YOU..... deep down inside its like i am blank i dont know what to think i would never think this would happen I LOVE HIM STILL but i dont want him back.. i dont think i can ever speak to him again for the way he was treating me.. like i am a pieace of shit and he treated me that way during our realtionship so why should i sweat

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