tripl3Ls

Hi this is a little intro about who I am and what my blog is all about. Well I am 21 years old. I work full time for a big corporation. i could say that i love my job but like every job it has its ups and downs. But I love to go shopping like every female I am trying to also find other ways to make money so if you have any ideas PLEASE tell me.

But basically what tripl3L's stand for is LIFE, LOVE, LIEING.
Why in life everything is so difficult why can't everything in life come easy, I mean making money is difficult, Finding true friends is hard, Living life is just hard!!!!!.
WOW going on to the topic of love. I really should save this for last but men these days are not doing there job. They are lieing to there women, cheating, paying less attention to the one who means the most. Like in my relationship that I have with my man we've beeen together for 3 years now and I keep telling him that he doesnt pay attention to me, I am an " attention whore" he calls me but thats not really true because I got hurt and I was in pain for a week and on prescribed drugs and with the job I had I still had to go to work, even under the conditions that I was on. So I go to work and in pain and drowsey. Everyone at work, men and women, were showing that there care for me making me sit not do anything doing everything for me. When it came down to me driving home under the same curcumstances everyone didnt want me to drive they wanted to give me a ride home but I told them no because I know my man wouldnt let me go in another mans car. So they wanted me to text them to make sure that I got home safe. BUT my "boyfriend" he didnt even text me or call me. To me thats like he didnt even care about me. I called him at 5:20 AM and spoke to him because that when I woke up and I know he doesnt go to bed till late late or early morning, but anyways he tells me that he didnt call me because I didnt text him or anything. SO WHY SHOULD HE? Can you believe that and he is my boyfriend listen theres no time for childish games ohhhh no. But also he plays his online game for hours and hours I try to talk to him and I do bug him but only because I want him to think about me. He knows I love him. But I am trying to change I think it will be best if I let him call me and I let him text me I wont call or im him anymore since I am the one always making the first move. But also i think that men should pay attention to there women more, this is why there is such a high percentage of "lesbians" and I have nothing against them im just saying i think it is because of the men.
But I do wish that he would show his emotions more. He told me he wont because he was hurt before. But really who cares. damn 3 years with me and u cant show me how he feels c'mon know. I tell him if he shows me how he feels then I would'nt be such a pain in the ass. oh excuss my french, LOL. But he tells me that I just have to get used to that. Does anyone have any ideas on how I can get him to open up to me?

Lieing I mean there's really not much to say on that because everyone lies. Its really human nature. I believe that things are just better left unsaid!!!!