Will it last?

I guess you can say that things are actually getting better for me. He finally spoke to me and told me what was going on. He was having a lot of personal issues not necessarily me but I guess when you feel like you loose control of your life and if your partnered with someone. The easiest thing to control is the person. So in his case he got rid of me because I guess for him it was his first step into controlling his life. But not thinking about the consequences that came with his actions!!! I know that I was great to him. I loved him with all my heart. But I also should have payed more attention to him to see if anything was wrong cause a man will never try to open up to a women its just not what they do. But me being a women, I should have sensed these things. But men are like a computer if it is locked you can never crack it. They have to leave it open for you for you to get inside. But men feel vulnerable when they leave there emotions out there like that.
I cant rush into me and him being together. I want to be with him because we both love each other. We can't have one person love the other more. We can't be together because were comfortable with each other. We can't be together because you don't want that person to be with other people.
When I am with someone i want everything to be perfect I know every relationship is not perfect. But the person i date: I want to love him and be loved. I want to care for him and be cared for. I want to me spoken to nicely and I will speak to you nicely. I want to be much apart of you as you are apart of me. In a relationship everything is equal. You have to grow with each other, and you have to help each other grow. I can learn from you and you can learn from me.
There is always a perfect person for you out there and that person will probably be up to your standards. They might have everything you want and more. That could be good but also bad. Everyone has issues, But can people be changed!!??